I love you Luke.

The most compassionate Dr. of Veterinary Medicine I know did Luke and me the honor of coming to our home this afternoon.   He's retired, but he didn't hesitate a moment when I called to asked him if he would help me.

Luke was put to sleep today at my home, and in my arms.  He fell asleep quietly, and passed away peacefully.  The last thing I told him as he drifted off was that I loved him more than anything, and to wait for me in Heaven, because he would be the first person I would come looking for when I got there.

I prepared a spot in our yard for Luke.  After many tears, I finished laying him to rest earlier this afternoon.  I've asked Luke many times to please just live one day longer than me, - but I guess it wasn't supposed to work out that way.

A little while ago, a delivery person arrived with a beautiful arrangement of flowers.  The card was unsigned.  As he handed me the arrangement he pointed out that it had a brand new tennis ball in the center.  He looked confused and asked me if it was supposed to be that way.  I smiled and told him it was, and I knew immediately the arrangement was from Luke's previous owner.

Luke, - Rest In Peace, my loyal friend and wonderful companion.  I love you and I'll see you again one day.

"LUKE"
March 8, 1997 - June 25, 2010

The Most Difficult Decision

The most difficult decision an animal lover has to make is to terminate the life of their pet.  You can say that ending your pets suffering is the "ultimate act of love", but I can tell you, - it sure doesn't feel that way.

I've had to do it before, and I hate the thought of doing it again.  I've loved all my dogs, but I really love this one. 

My Luke is now unable to walk at all.  He can only stand for a few seconds before collapsing, and must be carried.  We give him medicine daily to control any pain.  It makes him groggy, and I know he doesn't feel well.  He hasn't wagged his tail in a long, long time. 

I've learned one thing about Luke recently that I wished I'd known sooner.  He enjoys vanilla ice cream.  I think he likes the sweet flavor, and the cold probably feels good in his mouth.   It makes me feel good to know I can do something that gives him pleasure.